neonemy

so summer went well, maybe. i worked alot and took summer courses, so i didnt spend time where i thought time was needed to be spent. and so, everyone left me here to my own demise, which was probably inevitable, but still. fall semester has started, and im still waiting for summer to begin. and not only that, but the season is starting to change, so i dont know whether to wear shorts, or pants. damn it. i hate winter. so much in fact that i wont speak of its name. so for now on...winter is now called sininter (close to sinister, but let me explain). my first thought was to call winter, "hell". but thats already been taken and hell is suppose

ok..soo..my best friend is going out with some dude from my school. fine. new boyfriend is always with best friend and i when we do stuff. ok. best friend is moving away in 2 months forever and she's the only person that ive had a relationship thats lasted for more than 3 years. ever. summer was supposed to be doing everything we can together plus the old gang. problem? boyfriend is best friend's shadow and cant go anywhere with them without feeling like boyfriend's personal paparazzi/ 3rd wheel. angry? a bit, best friend doesnt seem to really see the upsetness. have i told her how i feel? of course not, i dont want to ruin her summer just be

ice skating was really fun! i invited a few friends that werent going to my college, but they couldnt skate for free like me because they werent 18 or whatever...and so they couldnt..needless to say that i was frustrated at ppls and what not, but its ok. i played "tag" on the ice, stole some hats from ppl and chased on the ice and stuff...yeah^^ i was skating a little too fast and my ice picks caught a bad rut in the ice arena..and i tripped and started to slide on my stomach. now, my first thought was "im a penguin!!" and my second thought was "damn...that really )*@#%)*#ing (https://www.deviantart.com/ing) hurt!". i realized that it had knocked the wind out of me and i to